Monday, August 3, 2020

Open Arms

In tears thinking about how disobedient I was, and still am, and ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL the times I’ve failed Jesus, all the times I’ve brought dishonor to my Father and committed treason against THE KinG— the KinG of the Universe . . . The KinG of KinGs— and how FAI✝️HFUL He is, lovinG He IS and reassurinG he is anyway! In spite of it all! It TRULY blows my mind!! 

That’s why I EVERY single day I live from the beautiful intersection of Brokenness and Gratitude, which in light of everything He’s done and does, and just for Who He is, is EASY . . . When considering Who He is and His persistence, encouragement, discipline, love, mercy, grace, peace, JOY, relentlessness and ALL the other side things God, Jesus and the Holy Spirit are— It’s the easiest thing EVER to remain humble, broken and grateful. 

Because NO matter if I’m on top of the mountain, spiritually, or in the valley . . . The best I can bring is FILTHY rags and while I can’t always guarantee consistency; I can always say I will NEVER come to the Father with empty hands. 

He, just by simply being, deserves and demands more! 

When I consider Him, ALL His ways, and a Love I continually try to grasp more of . . . I, inevitably, arrive at the same conclusion— I am UNworthy and He is WORTHY and just like any subject and KinG— that’s the way it should be! 

The BEAUTIFUL, mind-blowinG thing is this . . . A subject would certainly have to clamor for the king’s attention and would be amazed at any time devoted to him or her . . . Even Cinderella had to mop floors, get a pretty dress and ride in a pumpkin to get to spend any time with the prince. 

Then had to try on a glass slipper just to prove she did. 

We don’t have to! 

We only have to prove He made the right decision in creating us and saving us . . . And you know the unbelievably great news? Even when we don’t, He loves us just the same— with the same intensity and acceptance— as if we did. 

Justification means just as if we didn’t! We have been justified by the KinG! 

THE KinG— this majestic King—  is already fixated on us in ways we simply can’t comprehend. We are the apple of His eye. He thinks we are beautiful! He has chosen us and we can have ALL the time we desire. Every single day. 

When I worship, I don’t have my arms outstretched in an effort to draw attention to myself . . . I am only desiring to draw attention to the One, Who gives me LIFE! I am not attempting to appear as one who has it all together . . . Just a grateful ragamuffin of Grace, who is worshiping the One, Who keeps it ALL from falling apart! 

In the end, I’m just a GRATEFUL orphan, who, through the cross and a simple request, became a son, stranger, who became a friend and a human being, a jar in the hands of a Potter, who is determined, bound and determined, to make a masterpiece! I am just a man, who is overwhelmed I am able to call God, the Creator of the Universe, my Father . . . 

That He fully knows ME— the REAL me— not who I strive to be, not who I am sometimes, not just the me who gets it right . . . But the one with all the warts, the one with ALL my shortcomings, Pride, lustful desires, the one who lies and disappointments, others and himself, the one who if disobedience was measured in drops could fill oceans— yes, He knows me and always has the same response! OPEN ARMS. 

✝️ That’s the Gospel ✝️

I get to be part of the KINGDOM . . . That is the greatest marvel of ALL! 

                           +Hope Abounds+
                                      JM

Saturday, August 1, 2020

RunninG Out of Time



Listen to the hidden and we will hear His Voice 
The One Who makes us a priority is the One we make a choice 
Chaos floats through the air, so I make sure I protect my Peace
For the snake to slither in, he only needs a crease 

But he needs not a crease when we’ve opened up windows and doors 
Then wondering why we get wet, as the storm rages and the rain pours 
And I don’t lessen ANY truth, but compared to the Truth, it’s LESS 
IF that offends you can search your heart, I promise you I will not stress 

Either God is Who He says He is and things will change when we seek His Face 
Or He is not, for He has lied and there is no AmazinG Grace 
Many choose to hit a knee during a song, but are we before the Creator 
And I simply pose this question, “Which impact would be greater?” 

These are just the ramblings of a clear and sober mind 
We seek sight in the darkness, while to the Light we remain blind 
With each battle we lose, we come closer to eventually losing the war 
But my question is, “Who is it you’re really fighting for?” 

In the silence, we find our strength for each day the sun will rise 
I’m just challenging us to seek Truth when we’re surrounded by the lies 
As we wonder how we can heal this great and mighty nation 
By turning to the One, Who breaks chains through His perfect orchestration 

As you read this, if you don’t agree, you don’t have to pay me any mind 
Gabriel readies the trumpet, we are running out of time! 

                             +Hope Abounds+ 
                                         JM

Tuesday, June 30, 2020

Less Than

FeelinG DEFEATED?!?

FeelinG like you just can’t get RIGHT?!?

Feeling like all YOU ever do is screw uP?!? 

Are you just simply tired from the fight? 

Weary from the waging wars, raging, all around you? 

And you feel not good enough? You feel LESS than? 


I have news. Not good news, not great news and not even just awesome news. I have the BEST News EVER!

That News is Jesus. 

Romans 7:19-25




PauL, and every human being and follower of Jesus Christ, can relate to these feelings! Keep your head uP and read verse 25 over, over and OVER! 

“Thanks be to God, Who delivers me through Jesus Christ our Lord!!” πŸ™

In verse 24, PauL laments what a WRETCHED man he is . . . Who will rescue me he asks!! The next verse he gives THE Answer. Beautiful and honest. Raw and simple. Powerful beyond measure!

Jesus WILL rescue me . . . 

Verse 24 HOPELESSness . . . Verse 25 HOPE!! 

Be encouraged! No web is TOO biG! No mistake is TOO final. No screw-up, or sin, TOO much to overcome! 

The One, who is GREATER than ALL came to die for all the LESS thans!! Our decisions, poor choices, people, disobedience and our imperfect nature will all make us feel LESS THAN, but He is the God of the . . . 

NOT QUITES 

CAN’T GET RIGHTS 

MISFITS

OUTCASTS 

ORPHANS 

And LESS THANS . . . 

For that we should REJOICE! 

Jesus, help me to seek You more than LESSER things and ALL of LIFE is exactly that— lesser things. PhiL. 3:8-9. 

                                                                +Hope Abounds+ 
                                                                          JMB



Thursday, June 18, 2020

A Broken Dream


Dear America: 


On behalf of the white people, allow me to say to my black brothers and sisters, I SEE you, I HEAR you, I mourn with you, I pray for you. I walk alongside you and my heart goes out to you. This can be, if ALL/both sides choose it . . . A WATERSHED moment of UNITY and we can come out of this stronger and better than ever as individuals, disciples of Jesus and relations between our two races! I believe in US— A BROKEN dream is not a LOST dream πŸ€πŸ˜’🀬😑✝️πŸ˜€πŸ’ͺπŸΌπŸ‡ΊπŸ‡Έ


As many of you are probably, I am . . . Exhausted, heavy-hearted, frustrated, disappointed, sad, all of the above. 


My world view has always been ‘woke.’ It’s just who I am and how I was raised. I’ve been the one white kid on a school bus many times, in elementary school, going to Oaklawn, went to school from Kindergarten through college with you, sat beside you, broke bread with you, hung out with you at my house, endured the blood, sweat and tears of playing sports as a kid through high school with y’all. I’ve watched the Black injustice films over the years . . . MANY Black films to shed Light on injustices and systemic issues. 


I applaud and appreciate the Grey Challenge www.thegreychallenge.com, led by my brother Memphis Grizzlies, philanthropist and business man Anthony Tolliver, but my whole life has been a Gray Challenge. How do I navigate being white, while also seeing although it’s our part of our nation’s mantra— liberty and justice for all— that still hasn’t been achieved? 


I remember in 7th grade watching a film of the apartheid taking place in South Africa and knowing, in my heart and in my mind, it was indisputably WRONG! I remember reading and seeing the “hard to look at” pictures— the sit-ins, rallies, riots, the fire hoses used to spray people just because they had darker skin and the night clubs used to beat them. I remember seeing the signs above water fountains colored people drink here and white people drink there. Just like the schools themselves. From slavery to Jim Crow, all of it broke my heart, made me mad and I believe had I lived in the days of segregation, I would’ve been on the right side of it— the right side of history. I believe I would’ve been arrested for being part of the sit-in at Woolworth’s in Greensboro, been called despicable names and probably been beaten myself. 


The powerful speeches by Martin Luther King Jr. resonated in my spirit! He had a hope and a dream, just like Jesus, that we would all walk in UNITY and while there have been strides made in some ways, the DREAM and PRAYER, uttered by Yeshua/Jesus in John 17:20-26, sadly remain unrealized and unanswered. 


Any white person, who feels our government and certain systems, have not only been terribly unfair, but cruel, to people of color, I simply think you have your head in the sand or even worse not being honest. 


From the horrors of slavery to the Trail of Tears and the entire annihilation of a whole race in the Native Americans, forcing them off their land then having the audacity to think they should be applauded for giving them reservations  . . . The powers that be always have treated people of color as LESS THAN. 


That is NOT right! 


Our Government fashioned over 500 treaties with Native Americans and do you know how many it kept its word on? Exactly NONE of them!! That sickens me . . . From shackles, to rape, to murder to where we are now— changes need to take place. 


I do believe racial profiling happens and it’s not right. I also feel a person’s decisions are vital in this fight for a better tomorrow for us and for the generations to come. Racism, toward any race, is WRONG and spits in the face of the God, Who created us! But one thing, which must change, is calling when we, respectfully, disagree racism. That does nothing but trivialize when racism, in all its vileness, actually happens because we are so desensitized to hearing the word. While we should, if we choose not to CELEBRATE our differences . . . At the very least, we should TOLERATE them. 


I remember when I was little, my Mom telling me to do unto others as you would have them do unto you and to love everybody— that we are ALL made in God’s Image (red, n yellow, black and white— they’re are “ALL” precious in His sight Jesus loves the little children of the world), so I’m in a weird place with ALL this. We are to LOVE our neighbor and, news flash, our neighbor will not always look like us! 


I am not saying this to look good, but I have always seen Black people, heard them, walked with them and when I’ve seen wrong, spoken out about it . . . In other words, it DID NOT take a tragedy/tragedies for me to do that.


I’m hurting, like all of us, are, but  I would be lying if I didn’t say I feel like I’m hearing “white people” as in ALL not SOME or even many need to _______ . . . When many of us have already done said-suggested actions or always have lived their lives with our eyes wide-opened. So, that’s frustrating too!! 


Nobody likes being painted with a BROAD brush— no race and no person! I believe there are many white people, who have always ‘gotten it.’ 


There were, and are, good white people, like President Abraham Lincoln, who penned the Emancipation Proclamation, to abolitionists Susan B. Anthony, Harriet Beecher Stowe, William Seward, John Quincy Adams, William Lloyd Garrison, Henry David Thoreau, Benjamin Rush, Lucretia Mott, James Garfield, Franklin Pearce and many others . . . 


On behalf of those— I can say we do NOT like being grouped in with the close-minded, prejudice and unsympathetic! I stand on the side of RIGHT, knowing what’s wrong, and I refuse to let somebody dictate my beliefs, tell me what my stance should be and guilt me into believing, or feeling, anything. 


Let’s believe, and walk in, our own truth, which should be Truth itself vs. playing the part in somebody else’s narrative— a narrative of DIVISION! 


I will NOT walk in white guilt, while I acknowledge as a white man . . . I do have the benefit of the doubt, or privilege, as most call it. Every race, and person, should be proud of who God made them and every person, and race, has imperfections, flaws and sins of the past and present. Unfortunately, there is much blood on all our hands. 


I’ve, largely, disconnected from Twitter and Facebook, because the constant consumption and continual commentary of what’s going on. I encourage you to do the same. Your mind, heart and spirit will appreciate the rest. When we are STILL, we give ourselves a momentary reprieve of the fierce storms we continually subject ourselves to on social media. Everybody’s opinions, feelings and soap boxes, are simply too draining— spiritually, mentally and emotionally! 


It will pierce and break our spirits, while weighing us like a two-ton elephant, which is ironic because it has become the elephant in America’s living room. Over the last three weeks, when I have logged into social media, I’ve just sat back, haven’t said much and observed. If the s*#-show I’ve witnessed is any indication of fertilizer; I believe we can grow something beautiful! 


I see people who can’t even applaud peaceful protests, but have no problem pointing out just how terrible, and evil, the rioting and looting are! I read, and hear Black Lives Matter, which they do, followed by Blue Lives Matter, which they do, and it leaves me exhausted. I see the arguments, including out of all things what color Jesus was. Jesus was white, Jesus was black and guess what? Both are WRONG! Jesus did NOT have pale skin and blue eyes and He was not black. He was a Middle-Eastern man from Nazareth, Israel with brown skin. 


I see SO many celebrities, companies, movies and things getting canceled when what I wish was canceled is the notion we are on different teams! 


Most arguments lead to more division, while listening, and understanding, lead to compromise, forgiveness and reconciliation. 


I’m an empath, so I feel strongly and deeply, but we don’t have to be an empath to simply be empathetic and as I survey the broken state of today . . . I don’t see much of that or the greatest tenet we were given— not just as believers but as human beings — to LOVE! We may not understand, but we can still CARE. 





I see people, on all sides, being offended except for what we should be offended by the most . . . That we don’t have UNITY! I used to believe we are better than this, but we can not BE better until we DO better! As Christians, we must start fighting the ENEMY Satan instead of fighting each other! As people, we must put down our pitchforks and torches and exchange them for hearing aids and muzzles. 


If I’ve learned ANYTHING over the past 3 weeks, it’s this— two things can be TRUE, and just as valid, at the same time. Black Lives Matter and Blue Lives Matter! 


But two other things are also true— we can admit we have made strides of improvement over the past 50 years, while acknowledging, to quote Robert Frost, we have miles to go before we sleep! I wish we would focus on what lies ahead instead of what’s in our rearview mirror because as long as we stay fixated on our past, we will continue to crash our car— both in the present and ruining any hope for the future! 


From Jackie Robinson, George Taliaferro, Earl Lloyd to black athletes in every sport excelling and embraced. Michael Jordan, Kobe Bryant, Lebron James, Allen Iverson, Tiger Woods and so many who have used the sacrifices made by their ancestors to truly achieve greatness. From black movies to feature roles for black actors in Hollywood, like the Black Panther. From Stepin Fetchit, Lincoln Perry, Hattie McDaniel and Sidney Poitier to Denzel Washington, Tyler Perry, Jamie Foxx and Michael B. Jordan. From George W. Johnson, Chuck Berry, James Brown, Little Richard, Patti LaBelle, Aretha Franklin and Charley Pride to Michael Jackson, Whitney Houston, Usher, Darius Rucker, Jay-Z, BeyoncΓ©, Kanye West, Tupac and Biggie. From George Washington Carver and Garrett Morgan to the creatives of present day, the black community is well-represented in all genres— in film and television, on the airwaves, and on courts and fields. 


From black people being teachers, lawyers, doctors, policemen, soldiers, media personalities to having the first black president in Barack Obama . . . we have made a ton of progress in our great land America. 


A HORRIFIC past does not dictate a TERRIBLE future unless we let it by refusing to LEARN from our PAST mistakes and atrocities. 


Black Lives Matter . . . Retired police chief, of 38 years, 77-year-old David Dorn, who was killed in St. Louis defending his good friend’s pawn shop— his life mattered! He was a HERO! 


All the countless young black men killed in Chiraq AKA Chicago in the thousands of murders in the Windy City— they matter! Since New Year’s day in 2010, there have been 12,000 shootings, with 14,000 people struck and over 2,000 killed in Chicago alone. Chance cares . . . Does anybody else?!? 


And finally, the millions of black lives, promising futures, beautiful potentials and amazing successes lost to abortion . . . Their lives matter too! Planned Parenthood, championed in some circles, was started by an evil white woman Margaret Sanger, who wanted to destroy the black community as she took a page out of Adolph Hitler’s book in pursuit of a ‘perfect race!’ What’s its impact now? They KILL 247 black babies EVERY DAY! Since Roe v. Wade, the benchmark Supreme Court decision, which legalized abortion in 1973, abortion has been responsible for killing an estimated 20 MILLION black babies. To put that number into perspective, that’s more than the whole black population of 1960! Even though they comprise 13% of the population, the black babies are murdered at a 36% clip in terms of the abortions in our country. Damn it, their lives mattered! But NOBODY wants to talk about that! I wish the black community would demand Planned Parenthood clinics, located in, or within foot, in 79% of black and Latina communities would demand for their doors to close! 


Heavy-hearted but HOPEful 


While the current state of our country, and race relations, leave me heavy-hearted . . . I am HOPEFUL because I KNOW Jesus loves BROKEN— He has a compulsion of HEALING, redeeming, restoring and reconciling people who are broken! 


The blood, which flowed down from Calvary, can cover ANY sin! It covers racism. It covers hate. It covers any vile, heinous, despicable act that ever happens in this fallen world.  It covers prejudices. The blood of Jesus makes me HOPEFUL! The blood sent a very simple, resolute, message throughout the history of time— NOTHING, not even this, is TOO big for God! At the foot of the cross, we are ALL loved. We are all equal and we all have HOPE! No matter how much blood is on our hands, His blood washes us clean! 


It’s that blood I pray will flood this great nation of ours. I pray we will all start seeing each other as children of God, made in His image, for such a time as this. 


I am HOPEful because there is no such thing as hopeless when we start viewing this world through the only lens that matters— LOVE! I am HOPEful because there is NO such thing as hopeLESS when it comes to God! I am HOPEful because if we can tap into our vulnerability, humanity and the deep resolve of the human spirit, we can chart a course for a not only a better future but a restored TODAY— one in which we are stronger, better, kinder and TOGETHER! 


I am HOPEful because as long as we can have the difficult conversations, continue praying, growing in humility, sympathy and understanding; I believe this complicated and DIFFICULT journey can lead to a BEAUTIFUL destination! 




Wednesday, May 6, 2020

I Will NOT be Silent

This πŸ’© certainly looks like premeditated, and definitely was murder, to me. Certain cases, the silence can be deafening— and I refuse to be silent!

Why? Because if the McMichaels would’ve stayed home instead of treating their neighborhood like the Wild West, taking justice into their own hands like a vigilante, Ahmaud Arbery would still be alive. What would you do if a truck pulled up, and the two occupants had weapons, and said they wanted to ‘talk?’ I believe he fought because he feared for his life— fight or flight— and tragically, the very thing he fought for . . . He lost.

All because he matched the description of a home invader? It’s unbelievable. Even IF he was the one who was breaking into homes. . . You can’t load up, both in the truck and your guns, pursue a faceless culprit, then claim self-defense! 

This may be clumsy, but my heart hurts, I’m mad, sad and I have great compassion for my brothers and sisters, who happen to have been born black. After all, we are all Imago Dei (Made in God’s Image) and none of us get to choose what race we will be. Black lives, white lives, brown lives are equal in the eyes of the Creator!

 I love y’all and when any of you hurt, I hurt. 

While it’s true, none of us get to choose our race, we do get to choose whether we stand up for what’s right and just— especially as believers. I stand, with understanding, for compassion and want justice! 

I, simply, want to say it’s incomprehensibly ridiculous this happened in February and they haven’t been arrested and it’s May 6th! I watched the video and it was heart-breaking, sickening and, once again, disappointing. We are BETTER than this as a people and better than this as Americans. 

At NO point, unless our lives are threatened, should we take the law into our own hands. Nothing but bad things happen when anyone does. This was hard to watch, and read about, but the whole purpose of this was simply addressing the elephant 🐘 in the room before it becomes one, being proactive in heading off the devil before he can try to divide us . . . as Americans and in the body of Christ. 



And while that’s important, I simply want to say I stand in solidarity and march alongside you in this hurt. Your crying does not land on deaf ears and your mourning moves my spirit. May God give us His Grace, Strength and endurance to deal with it. I think of Walter Scott, Tamir Rice, Freddie Scott, Adadou Diallo, Eric Garner and Timothy Russell and Malissa Williams (policemen shot 140 rounds into their vehicle), etc. the heart-breaking reality is, it could be the kids of some of my best friends.

Young black males are profiled, harassed and often times treated less than. I’ve seen it with my own two eyes. Not every incident is racism, but what can’t be overlooked is in many cases, there is no legal accountability or justice. Administrative leave, or even being fired, is not in proportion to a life lost. 

I do not pander to the black race, or any other race, and I am not a race-apologist, I’m proud to be white, just like every race should be proud of their own culture, race and heritage, but we must never be so proud of our race that we ignore grave injustices, turn our eye to bigotry and racism and not express our compassion to people of another race. When one hurts, we ALL should hurt! When one is wronged, we ALL are!

Black lives MATTER! ALL lives MATTER . . . Their’s NO less than mine!

Sadly, since we live in this time— I am not chasing CLOUT . . . I am chasing COMPASSION! Not just for black people, for ALL people. Compassion for orphans, compassion for those enslaved, for those being sex-trafficked, compassion for widows and widowers, compassion for those who have lost their businesses, or are struggling, wondering how they’re gonna go make their money stretch to pay their bills and keep a roof over their heads during this Coronavirus pandemic and compassion for the homeless. Compassion for the voiceless, compassion for those marginalized and compassion for the voiceless! Compassion for situations, and people, who demand it. Because guess what? ALL are deserving of compassion! 

Just like with any of us, being white, black, brown etc. doesn’t make us WHO we are . . . We are so much more than the pigment of our skin! We are ALL masterpieces and God created us to be a BEAUTIFUL mosaic not pictures of hatred and division! Damn that notion and attack from the enemy! 

So, this was just my feeble attempt at saying my heart goes out to you and even though I can’t wave a magic wand and make it all better, or rectify the situation, I simply wanted to say my heart goes out to you and like the song goes . . . You’ve got a friend in me!

On this National Day of Prayer, we should examine our own hearts about how we approach events that may not affect us directly and the ones that do . . . We should pray. asking God for justice, asking His Son’s blood to cover our racial division and asking Him to turn our hearts of stone into hearts of flesh. (Ezekiel 36:26.) 
#AhmaudArbery

Please look at attached picture. It’s a shirt I bought a few years ago, which is sadly fitting in this instance. 

+Hope Abounds+ 
         JMB 

Friday, May 1, 2020

Unto Your Glory

I ain’t cleaned up sittin on the mountain peak πŸ”/Ye though I walk 🚢‍♀️ through  the Valley of Imperfection listening to the Lord speaK πŸ—£

And I ain’t tryin to sound HOLY like an acapella of AmazinG Grace 🎼/I’m just a SAVED fella who has seen Jesus Face! πŸ•Š              
           
I’m running my race 🏁 not a sprint more like a lifelong marathon/would rather walk in Your footsteps πŸ‘£ that’s the stuff I’m on

Like DMX I’m slipping n I’m falling but I don’t stay down/Smile painted on my face like The Joker πŸƒ used to be a frown 😒

N I’m on a mission n it ain’t about RTs n likes/It’s to tell of the AWESOME Love I found in the arms πŸ’ͺ🏼 of Chris✝️ πŸ•Š

More or less, It’s a ✍️ of MORE and LESS . . .

MORE about progress LESS about perfection/LESS about my failures n MORE about Your RESURRECTION! 🀷🏼‍♂️

I find His Protection safely under His swings
His Love better than Life, so my soul sings

I’m learning how to be a prince and no longer a pauper
And I’m praising the One who forgives me Time ⏰ after Time πŸ•° like Cyndi Lauper

I know I don’t deserve it, I’m under no illusion
Just so you know, I’m a redeemed sinner so there is no confusion

I’ll never understand why He saw it fit to save me
I never look in the mirror and say, “Brave me!”
I simply fall to my knees and raise my hands πŸ™ŒπŸΌ in praise
I’ve ignored Your decrees Ancient of Days

With Sword πŸ—‘ in my hand, I’ve covered by Your shield πŸ›‘
And only unto Your Glory may my Spirit yield.

                           +Hope Abounds+
                                       JMB

Sunday, April 26, 2020

Stripped Away


Sometimes God will let our hearts get shattered so we can grow 
Mines been broken and tattered, but it’s not cold like the snow 

I’ve learned compassion through all of the hurt 
A sample of the passion being drug through the dirt 
Without the valley, I’d never know the beauty of the peak 
In the wilderness, we learn to be quiet and listen to You speak 

When it’s all stripped away, we hone in on that one single sound 
And without any delay, we learn it’s OK to drown 
Drown in Your Love not in the pain or being broken  
How could we doubt the One Whose words are the sweetest we’ve ever heard spoken? 

I would love nothing more than to say it’s really that simple 
I’ve heard Your voice at home, felt You move in the temple 
But that doesn’t stop this fickle heart from claiming it knows best 
When things go wrong, it’s easy to forget how we’re blessed! 

At the end of the day, I’m just an imperfect man 
Who finds it easy to sway and stray from Your plan 
So, here I am down on my knees crying out for help 
Thankful Your Grace isn’t just out of reach like the top shelf 

Mercies are new and the greatest Love I’ve ever known 
Yet, somehow I’m rewarded for every good seed I’ve sown 
I know I don’t deserve it, I’m just a broken jar of clay 
And no matter how many times I fall, I will praise You the rest of my days! 

                         +Hope Abounds+ 
                                   JMB




Sunday, April 19, 2020

The Weeping Willow

The Weeping Willow

Heart hurts, invisible tears on my pillow

Flowers bloom right next to the weeping willow

Losses chip away at me like I’m made of granite

So many regrets, wish i could do it all over again— damn it

But don’t misunderstand it, the whole play wasn’t bad

Just certain acts hurt, the regret makes me mad

Why couldn’t see what I so clearly see now?

Wish I tended to the garden, now all I can do is plow

I’ve screwed up more times than my name got written on the board

But my name is on the hand of the Most High Lord

I’m His affection the apple of His eye

Like a balloon that inflates me when I find it hard to get by!

Sigh . . . Life is a roller coaster full of twists and how it can suddenly turn

How do You make beauty from ashes when all I do is burn?

Say, “I’m fine” with a smile on my face

Sometimes I wish life was softer like lace

But GRACE means regardless of how much I’ve failed and tried

His song over me is Truth no matter how much life lied!

Whispers pierce my heart like nails through His wrists

Try to hold onto life as it slips away like a midst.

+Hope Abounds+ JMB ✍️

+ Part of being an artist, a creator, is to express emotions you’ve felt, or maybe people close to you are feeling, even if you’re not feeling them when you write it . . . So, please don’t ask me if I’m fine.

Saturday, April 11, 2020

Where is God?!?

Are you WAITING? Does your life, or maybe just an area or two, feel like one gigantic holding pattern? ✈️

Are you FRUSTRATED? Are you SAD? Are you DISCOURAGED? Do you feel like what’s the point? Is the thing you’ve prayed about never seeming to come to pass? Do your invisible tears soak your pillow, while your shiny smile says you’re fine?

BE ENCOURAGED! That’s what today is ALL ABOUT!! The Messiah’s body is in the tomb, His followers scattered and in mourning, as the devil and all of hell rejoices! God seems to be ABSENT.

There are times when we feel like God has forgotten us like we’ve somehow slipped through the cracks of His Sovereign hand. That would be HARD to deal with if it was just us, in a vacuum, but when you’re constantly surrounded by people who have what you desire . . . Man, it can be TOUGH! But like Catherine Mullins said, “Do we want the DREAM or King more?

The litmus text of GRATITUDE is being CONTENT with what you have where you are and genuinely rejoicing for others who pass you in line.

But, remember the teacher is ALWAYS silent during the test. He/she wants to see what his beloved pupils, and prized students, have learned. I believe God is the same way! He wants to see not only what we’ve learned, but more importantly how much we TRUST . . . not just His plans but how much we trust Him!

So, MMOG Mighty Man of God/Grace

DOGG Daughter of God/Grace . . .

Know this— the Creator of the Universe is working on YOUR behalf! In the waiting, in the darkness, when it seems He is nowhere to be found— He is working ALL things together for Your GOOD and His Glory! πŸ™πŸ€·πŸΌ‍♂️

It’s like when we go see a play, maybe when we were children on a field-trip or as adults . . .

Something TRULY magical happens— in between scenes and acts . . . The production crew is working frantically behind the scenes!

God is TOO!! And just like when the new scene starts, the work is completed and the result is BEAUTIFUL . . . He is faithful, and just, in our lives no matter what as well and the result will be BEAUTIFUL! We won’t be able to believe our eyes! God don’t make JUNK.

When the enemy whispers lies, saying God has forgotten us . . We can REST in His Promises!! Like Spurgeon said, “All of God’s promises are ours if we just REST in/on them and believe.”

The silence can be the Great Revelator and Reminder or the Ultimate Liar. The choice, my friends, is ours!

I have no wife, no kids, no career . . . yet, I ALREADY have EVERYTHING I’ve ever wanted and NEVER DESERVED—

JESUS . . .

I know the Lord is faithful, so I will continue to praise Him in the hallway— not so He will open the door, but because He is WORTHY!!

In the furnace . . . I will worship!

From the bottom of the pit . . . I will praise!

When the Red Sea doesn’t split and I am captured by the army . . . I will glorify His Name!!

When He doesn’t shut the mouth of the lions 🦁 and they devour me . . . With my last breath I will say, “Thank You!”

I believe, no I know, ALL my biggest dreams, and deepest desires of my heart, will come to pass— He told me they will!

But in the meantime, I know what Jesus lived, and was reminded of in the Garden of Gethsemane, that our Father is FAITHFUL . . .

He is LOVING . . .

And He can be TRUSTED . . .

Even in the SILENCE!

+So, hold on friends— Just a little bit longer! Let the people who love you, love you and go to the table where Love is being served and you are excitedly-welcomed instead of the table where you beg for acceptance and to be tolerated.

Your life will be SO much FULLER if you do!

Grace and Peace ✌️
#SilentSaturday

+Hope Abounds+
JM


Saturday, April 4, 2020

Easter IS

Easter is everlasting VICTORY!!Death snatched out of the hands of a DEFEATED enemy!|Unbreakable HOPE renewed|The Dunamis Power of Heaven displayed|INDESCRIBABLE Beauty from tragic ashes|Love keeping His PROMISE|Undeserved redemption|unworthy PARDONUnfathomable FREEDOM in exchange for chains|God stepping into the impossible and making it reality|The Temple rebuilt in all its GLORY|A Prophecy fulfilled|Not the establishment of God’s LOVE, but a beautiful continuation of it|the exclamation point on a PERFECT life lived|a layover on the way back to Heaven and a comma saying our KING Jesus our Champion will one day come again!! 

+Hope Abounds+ 
John Mark Brooks 

Tuesday, March 31, 2020

The Prodigal Returns


Sitting here in tears. Regarding the Prodigal Son 

“There was a time when I didn’t know if the Father would EVER want me back!!”

Mike Devine

I won’t showcase my talent of writing by adding onto that except to say for ANYBODY who feels this way— it’s a LIE straight from hell. 

God is head-over-heels, has your picture In His wallet, you as the wallpaper on His phone, pictures you drew on His fridge, no matter how bad they are, doodling YOUR name on His cosmic notebook, texting you ALL the time, can’t wait to see you at lunch, or catch a glimpse of you between third and fourth period, hold your hand at the movies, IN LOVE with YOU! That’s the case . . . No matter what you’ve done, no matter who you’ve been and no matter what you STILL struggle with! The cross didn’t establish God’s Love; it simply, and BEAUTIFULLY continued it . . . FOREVER! 

                               +HOPE ABOUNDS+
                                John Mark Brooks 
                                    @JMBrooks17

The devil doesn’t want you back Home with the Father because he knows what WHO He is, what He gives us, that his candy can NEVER bring lasting fulfillment and that we will never want to leave the Father again! 

The Father, MEANWHILE, RUNS to US! We don’t have to run to the Father (although I love the song) as much as He runs to us! The Bible says when the father saw the son, IN THE DISTANCE, He ran to Him was FILLED with Compassion and kissed him! Got the robe, brought the ring and killed a calf— it was time to CELEBRATE the son was Home! 

Luke 15:11-32. 

It didn’t matter where he had been.

                                      +Hope Abounds+ JM

Entering the Throne Room

There is GREAT BEAUTY that happens in the midst of brokenness, great bravery when we dare to be vulnerable— in front of God and in front of each other— His Presence surrounds us, His humility and gratitude envelop us and His Nature goes with us when we seek His Face! His Love fills us like an endless Well of Living Water when we— like Mary— pour out our Love and Adoration on Him in all our IMperfect frailty and humanity! 

Those who enter the Throne Room, with empty hands, not wanting blessings but to use those empty hands to continually cast their crowns before the King are the ones He blesses with His favor, anointing and charisma and those who enter the Throne Room come to dive in the Ocean and swim to the place where deep cries out to deep . . . They know His blessings— spiritual, family, financial, power, status, respect etc. are NOTHING more than mud puddles compared to Him— the One Who sits on the throne— an endless, beautiful, beautiful Ocean πŸŒŠ. . . One we have unlimited access to! 

So, would we truly be foolish enough to desire mud puddles when an Ocean of Living Water awaits?!? I should think NOT!! Yet, as fools . . . We still do! 

In these uncertain days, let us seek the OCEAN, Who satisfies FOREVER, gives us PURPOSE and FULFILLMENT instead of mud puddles, which will only bring temporary happiness, satisfy us but for a moment and, like a bucket with a hole in it, will only stay full for just as long as the pour lasts πŸ™πŸ™ŒπŸΌπŸ‘‘ 

+Hope Abounds+ JMB

NOW is the Time

I was writing to my friend Valerie and God just poured this message into me— I wrote it in 10 minutes. Wow!!

Over the past 5 years, I’ve had so many vivid, hopeful, powerful visions of Jesus coming back— I saw Him riding on the clouds (just like the song says) and I heard the trumpet and felt ALL the emotions of that unbelievably AWESOME moment!!

Time is getting short! We must NO longer tarry!!

We must be WHO God made us and who He called us to be regardless of our current thorns in our sides or struggles . . . We must not delay! Our IMperfections must NO longer weigh us down like an albatross! We must do TODAY— in this moment because this moment may be ALL we have!

More so, it may be someone’s (who is lost) last moment! So, the questions are— do we love them? Do we want them to have what we have? Do we care about their souls?!?

Do we care where they will spend ETERNITY?!?

If so, we just go FORTH as mighty soldiers for the Kingdom in our beaten-up, Raggedy-Ann doll-like armor no matter how ill-equipped, unworthy, scared or insufficent we feel!

We have the flaming Sword πŸ—‘ of the Word of God in our right hands! We have the shield πŸ›‘ of fai✝️h in our left and does not the Lord God Almighty— the Creator of the Universe, the King of Kings, Lord of Lords, the Alpha and Omega— go before us into battle?!? Has He not trained our hands for war and our fingers for battle?!?

Is He not WORTHY of our love? Does He not deserve to be shared with as many hearts as possible? We certainly do not determine whose soil is fertile!! The Farmer does. We are the workers!

If not us . . . Who?!?

If not now . . . When?!?

Do we not care about their souls?

NO more EXCUSES!!!! NOW is the time MIGHTY soldier! Did not God find Gideon hiding behind a rock, paralyzed by fear with cowardice draped over him like a cloak, and STILL called him a MIGHTY warrior?!?

It’s because God sees something in each ONE of us we don’t! It’s also because He sees Himself the Holy Spirit living inside us Who can do ALL things!

If we don’t share, and give them Christ Jesus . . . They will settle for a CHEAP, FALSE substitute— just like we have the tendency to do! We weren’t made for COUNTERFEIT! We were made by REAL for REAL. If this time in our lives tells us NOTHING else, or does nothing else, it’s this—

Now is the TIME! We are being called forth! We just MARCH.

We must go forth— NOW— and share Jesus! The ONLY Hope for the hopeless!! The One Who makes BEAUTY from ASHES! The One who steps into the IMpossible and makes it a REALITY! The mountain-Mover, sea-Splitter, the One Who shuts the mouths of lions, cares enough to step into the furnace with us and the One Who gives us the COURAGE to slay any GIANT bold enough, foolish enough, to dare step in front of us! The One who LOVES us enough to HEAL us πŸ™πŸ™ŒπŸΌπŸ‘‘✝️

Jesus our King and Champion!

+Hope Abounds+ JM

In Vestigia Christi In the Steps of Christ Part I



Everyone has a Bucket List.

All my life there has been one place I wanted to go before I died—the Holy Land.

I wanted to walk were Jesus walked.

And in the middle of February, 15, mostly, strangers, or at best acquaintances, set out to do just that—walk in the steps of Christ.

For every Christian, there is one place that’s on their Bucket List—Israel . . . to walk and talk where Jesus did. Seeing where He was born, the places He learned, He taught, preached sermons and performed miracles is an intimate encounter with the Son of the Living God-- Jesus. It is a life-changing experience. How could it not be? To see where He died on the cross for my sins, as the PERFECT sacrifice was almost too much comprehend or anticipate.

A couple of months ago, when we found out the day we would be leaving, I could barely believe my eyes—my Mom’s birthday, none other than Feb. 14 itself. The day known for love would begin the pen strokes that made us fall more in love with Jesus! Valentine’s Day has always held a place near and dear to my heart because without it I wouldn’t be here, and I’ve always viewed it more as my Mom’s birthday than for the day I remembered being shot by cupid’s arrow.

She turned 69 Friday and I bought her two cards . . . because someone as special as her simply deserves two! One card couldn’t contain all the gratitude, love and appreciation I have for her. I gave her a little teddy bear and it was off to the airport. Fifteen pilgrims excited to experience a sacred place—The Holy Land, God’s chosen territory! I was certainly no different.

From the moment we arrived at the airport, it was clear God’s divine orchestration had already started. The airport chaplain Karen Cloninger had two connections to our group. As Providence would have it, she learned under Amber in Bible study for 34 years. When I was at the Lincoln Times-News, I wrote about her son Erich, who was a standout baseball player at East Lincoln before starring for the Liberty Flames and playing in the Boston Red Sox organization.

Her enthusiasm, infectious bright smile and joy of Jesus added to our anticipation. She, in essence, prepared the way—she was our John the Baptist for walking in the steps of Christ. There was a palpable excitement in our group aged 40-79. At that moment, we were all simply little children excited to go see where the King of Kings once lived. Looking to the right, left or straight ahead, you saw the same thing—people laughing, smiling and brimming with anticipation to get to Israel.

In a strange, indescribable way, in my spirit, I felt I was going home.

God made provision . . .from us going through security without a hitch, to our flight being on time, to everyone feeling good. It was clear His hand was on us.

The couple of hours, to get to New York, passed in a blur and before we knew it, we were at John F. Kennedy International Airport. Mark Muckler led us through the airport in a fitting, symbolic way. As our shepherd for the next nine days, he made sure all his flock was accounted for and found pasture to eat and rest. With the same love, care and compassion he leads Mt. Pleasant, he took care of us. While 13 sheep found pasture at Buffalo Wild Wings, Mom and I opted for the pasture of Pizza and Vino. How can you go wrong with New York-style pizza in New York?!?

Anyway, I was so happy I got to have my Mom all to myself on her birthday. It was really special being able to take pictures together, share conversation and break bread, errr pizza on her big day! See, I love my Momma! While Jesus was, is and will always be my Big Rock, my Mom is my sweet Little Rock. I love spending time with her. Every now and then we butt heads, like all parents and children, but I love seeing how she loves, how selflessly she gives and I love her big, and beyond generous, heart! I love seeing her eyes light up like a little child, love seeing her earnest smile and love hearing her laugh. If I listed all the things I love about her, even the way it takes her a while to take a picture because she wants to get it just right, we would be here for a while, and I would start to run out of paper!

We had a six and half hour layover at Gate 41-B. Remember how I said it was a trip I know, without a shadow of a doubt, was orchestrated? I would turn 41 in three days, wore the No. 41 playing high school football and as Providence would have it . . . there I sat at Gate 41. God cares about even the most minute details of our lives. He is constantly searching for ways to show His awesome love for us and there’s no doubt He longs for our attention and love as well.

It was a LONG layover, but the last couple of hours went by in a blur.

Next stop Tel Aviv, Israel.

Just a jump, a hop, a skip and 10 hours and we would be there!

I had taken a Valium in hopes of it knocking out for the duration of the flight, but it wasn’t to be. After sleeping just 15-20 minutes, if that, in the first four hours; the next 6 hours were spent with my head stuck in a vomit bag. I was completely MISERABLE! My main objective was to simply make it to the ground without having a repeat performance of how my day started—throwing up.

So, there I was covering my forehead in water, rubbing ice on my head, while I silently pleaded with God to just get me through it. “Your Strength is made PERFECT in my weakness. God be with me. Please help me feel better. You say when we are STILL You fight our battles for us. (Exodus 14:14). I believe You’re able to do exceedingly more than I can dare to dream, ask for or imagine. (Ephesians 3:20). By Your stripes we are healed (Isaiah 53:3 and 1st Peter 2:24). Though You slay me, yet I will hope in You (Job 13:15).” I prayed and cried out to the Lord, but it was as if my prayers were being sucked into some cosmic Black Hole before they reached Heaven. I know they weren’t, but that’s how I felt!

I grew increasingly more miserable. I kept in mind that since God allowed His only Son to suffer that it was a badge of honor He was allowing me to suffer, and I wish I could tell you that helped my morale as much as it should’ve.

But such is the case with life . . . often times, I have found Jesus in the least likely of places, an unexpected one—a vomit bag! My disappointment had become an appointment with Him, and I was grateful for that. But couldn’t my growth happen some other way? LOL

I am 100% sure this wasn’t the first time I had uttered those words to Him. But His ways are not our ways and what we regard as wisdom if beneath His foolishness.

After reaching ground, I found I wasn’t the only one who was having some issues. May Barber was also nauseated and Amber’s right ear was still closed. I prayed for all 3 of us, despite just a few minutes prior I wasn’t even able to muster up any excitement when my Mom said, “John Mark, we’re in the Holy Land!” Did I mention I was miserable?

The Lord, Who never ceases to amaze me, opened up her ear right there on the spot. Mrs. Barber started feeling better too. What a faithful and awesome God we serve!

If He cares for the sparrows, every single hair on our head (even those who don’t have many), hung every star, and knows them ALL by name . . . how much more does He care about the one creation made in His Image—US!

With prayer being one of the best gifts—inviting our Savior and Creator of the Universe into the situation—it baffles me why we don’t give it more!

Our EO guide Tamar picked us up from the airport, and she was friendly, sweet, welcoming and you could tell she was a woman of faith. One of the first things she said to us, after we were seated on the bus, was, “Welcome home!” The strange thing is in some ways that’s what it felt like—home. She taught us the meaning of the word “shalom,” which is used in three ways in Israel—hello, bye and peace. Over the near-hour bus drive to the hotel in Netanya, she poured information, and interesting facts, into us. She was engaging, but you could tell from the outset, she was also no-nonsense, leaving us all to believe we were going to be learning a lot during our Pilgrimage.

We arrived, after the 45-minute commute, around 6:15 p.m. at the Lagoon Hotel in Netanya and it was beautiful, sitting right on the edge of the Mediterranean Sea. The view from our hotel balcony was simply breath-taking—in foreshadowing of what was to come.

The hotel was top-of-the-line. It was modern, had amazing views from our balconies, of the well-lit boardwalk and city lights, and had friendly staff at every turn. We went to dinner at 7. It was buffet-style, contained a smorgasbord of options and a plethora of dessert options. After a day of traveling 20 hours, there was just one way to complete the day—thanking God for His Protection and traveling mercies! Finally, it was time to hit the hay.

Even though I’ve been very sick over the past year, I was the most exhausted I had been in a very long time and one thing was certain . . . I am sure I wasn’t the only one.


Day 2

After eating breakfast, Mom and I went on our own little adventure.

Since we had less than an hour, we had to stay close, but we got a lot done in the small window. We walked up the hill, on the boardwalk to a gazebo that perfectly overlooked the Mediterranean. As is the case with adventures, you never know what you’re going to find. This was no different. First, we ran across a large mosaic whale sculpture, made by Ruslan Sergeev, made of many different colors, sitting right next to the sea.

As we checked out the whale and took pictures of it, I couldn’t help but notice two HUGE wings across the road, which I later learned is The Victory Monument. The monument, which was opened by Vladimir Putin and Prime Minister Binyamin Netanyahu, is poignant and powerful. On the right side, the vile, heart-breaking nature of the Holocaust is depicted, while on the left side the war between the Soviet Union and Nazi Germany is depicted. After walking through the black-bunker of a maze, you end in front of the wings—symbols of victory, hope and peace against the coastal backdrop.

Hurrying back to the bus, we were then whisked away to Caesarea Maritima. Let me preface the rest of this writing with a disclaimer . . . while I did take notes; I did not take copious notes on every place we went nor transcribe all the facts about every site. I did pay careful attention, but I tried to BE in the moment. Everybody has their own idea of being in the moment. Mine didn’t involve writing every single detail down as much as the significance of the place to me and how it made me feel.

Now, that we got that out of the way, let me continue.

After watching an informative video on the history of Caesarea Maritima, one I wish I could insert here, we went to the second coliseum I’ve ever visited. The first being THE coliseum in Rome, Italy, which even as a 12-year-old kid, I was blown away by! The architecture, the beauty, the enormity all were impressive, but the coliseum in Caesarea was different in that we actually got to sit in it. Just like that, in the snap of a finger, I felt 12 again! Other than the architecture, the rich history of Maritima was impressive. How it bounced back and forth from Roman ownership, Christian ownership and even Muslim ownership.

For 1800 years . . . let’s close our eyes and imagine all the happy times, the smiles, the laughter, the joy those grounds saw, all the money exchanged, deals made, ships sent out on voyages and all the heart break, war, sadness and despair. While this is true of Jerusalem, Bethlehem and Nazareth, and the Holy Land, in general; it’s particularly true of this ancient city in the Sharon Plain.

The two most notable figures relating to this seaside community are Cornelius and Paul, while Pontius Pilate, Herod and Caesar Augustus, for whom the site was named after, also are notable figures. Cornelius was the first Gentile convert. Although, it was relatively inevitable, sooner or later, there would be one; it’s not a stretch to call Cornelius a trailblazer of the Christian faith and a fearless Roman who blazed his own path. Cornelius was a centurion in the Cohors Italica Civium Romanorum. He was stationed in Caesarea-- the capital of Roman Judea Province. Before his conversion, he was known as a devout man and for his good works. But as I walked around, the gravity of Cornelius was not lost on me. Without Cornelius, who knows if we, ourselves, would believe.

What’s so powerful and beautiful is the series of events, which led to Cornelius’s salvation found in Acts 10. An angel appears to him and tells him his prayers have been heard and for him to send the men of his household to Joppa where they would find a man called Simon Peter. Peter then has a vision, which includes many different animals being lowered from Heaven. He refuses to eat some of them, the first time, keeping in accordance of Mosaic Law. A Voice then challenged him, “Do not call anything impure that God has made clean. (Acts 10:15).

As Peter was struggling to understand the meaning of the vision, the Spirit spoke to him, “Simon, three men are looking for you. So, get up and go downstairs. Do not hesitate to go with them, for I have sent them.” (Acts 10:19-20).

Peter reached Caesarea two days later. Once there, Peter asked Cornelius why he sent for him. Cornelius told him about his encounter with the angel. Peter told him of his vision.

34 Then Peter began to speak: “I now realize how true it is that God does not show favoritism 35 but accepts from every nation the one who fears him and does what is right. 36 You know the message God sent to the people of Israel, announcing the good news of peace through Jesus Christ, who is Lord of all. 37 You know what has happened throughout the province of Judea, beginning in Galilee after the baptism that John preached— 38 how God anointed Jesus of Nazareth with the Holy Spirit and power, and how he went around doing good and healing all who were under the power of the devil, because God was with him. 39 “We are witnesses of everything he did in the country of the Jews and in Jerusalem. They killed him by hanging him on a cross, 40 but God raised him from the dead on the third day and caused him to be seen. 41 He was not seen by all the people, but by witnesses whom God had already chosen—by us who ate and drank with him after he rose from the dead. 42 He commanded us to preach to the people and to testify that he is the one whom God appointed as judge of the living and the dead. 43 All the prophets testify about him that everyone who believes in him receives forgiveness of sins through his name.”

Many Gentiles were there, the Holy Spirit fell on all of them. Peter, and the circumcised, were amazed as they heard them speaking in tongues, praising God, so, he ordered they all be baptized in the name of Jesus Christ (verse 48).

The second figure linked to Maritima is none other than Paul . . . yes, that Paul! The Romans sent Paul to Caesarea for his bold preaching of the Gospel thus fulfilling the prophecy of Agabus, who prophesied that would happen 16 years after 42 A.D. when he prophesied there would be a worldwide famine. Paul was imprisoned two years. While here, Governor Marcus Antonius Felix, and his Jewish wife Drusilla, would regularly send for Paul to listen to him speak about his faith in Jesus.

Pontius Pilate, whose name will forever be linked to the trial of Jesus, had a seat in the amphitheater—one which bared his own signature and remains on the grounds. Caesarea Maritima was built approximately 25 to 13 B.C. and named by Herod the Great. In 13 B.C. it became the Roman civilian and military capital of Judea.

Simply put, the grounds were filled with history. Standing on the beach, taking in the picturesque views of the ruins and what was reconstructed, along with the Mediterranean Sea, rocks and beach, was breath-taking, refreshing and peaceful.

I was impressed with the grounds—both natural and built—but the most powerful part of Maritima came in the form of a revelation. The amphitheater, which sits over 4,000 people, stood out to me. Ever since seeing the Roman Coliseum in Rome, as aforementioned, I’ve been intrigued with coliseums and architecture in general.

But it was a hidden, pun intended, fact that completely blew me away! After the Byzantine reign, the theater was covered by sand . . . for hundreds of years . . . it was FORGOTTEN! Out of sight, out of mind, it was not relevant and was, for all intents and purposes, discarded. Here’s what I find interesting. The sand could’ve DESTROYED it, but it instead PRESERVED it, which speaks to God’s Grace and Mercy with us as the Potter, but it also brings to mind Genesis 50:20—“That which the enemy  intended to use to destroy me, the Lord has turned it around to give me life, so that I can give others life.

That’s powerful enough, in and of itself, but then it called to mind the Scripture Psalm 118:22, “The stone the builders rejected has now become the cornerstone.”

Around 10 times this stone is mentioned in the Bible, which explicitly refers to Jesus as he was the stone rejected, which/who became the cornerstone. Making this connection, through the Holy Spirit, completely rocked me.

It’s not that the theater was rejected, as much as neglected, but what was once neglected has, indeed, become the cornerstone of Maritima. Throughout Israel, if a singer wants to say, “I made it! I’ve finally arrived,” they have to perform at Caesarea Maritima. This is what went through my mind . . . many people will neglect you, forget you or treat you as if you don’t matter—but the theater, once, neglected has NOW become the STANDARD—the cornerstone! WOW!! 

Where do you go from a place so doused in history, doused in culture, doused with empires—a place where, if you shut your eyes, you can envision the busy harbor, the busting markets, the joy and happiness, the wars, the tragedy, the rebuilding, the ground we stood on rising once again like the Phoenix from the ashes—how about to one of the most holy and special places in the world . . . Nazareth. 

Nazareth-- the hometown of Jesus . . . the place He lived 30, of His 33, years. My mind was blown. My thoughts raced. My spirits soared. As we pulled up to the town square to get off the bus, all I could think of was His footprints were all over this town—literally. I activated my imagination and pictured little Yeshua/Jesus—like seen in the movie “Young Messiah”—maybe run to the well for his parents Mary and Joseph to get water, go buy something at the market or just playing with his friends. Who knows maybe He played “Hide and Go Seek,” raced down the dirt streets, splashed each other at the spring like kids do.

In my near 41 years on earth, my journey had never crossed with my Savior’s. Sure in my heart, in my mind, in my spirit, there had been a beautiful intersection of His life and mine, His Love, His forgiveness, His Grace, but never where He actually walked. That fact wasn’t lost on me as I fought the temptation of being in tourist mode and treating this place like just another place.

This would not be the first time I would have to fight this fight. When your days start at 6 a.m. and you don’t reach the hotel until 6 p.m., going in non-stop, break-neck fashion, and you’re taking so many pictures it would make National Geographic blush, if we weren’t careful, like grains of sand slipping through our fingers, the gravity of what each place meant would’ve been lost.

And this land . . . this Holy Land is simply too special, too holy and too amazing of a place, filled with Biblical history, echoes of the past and the fabric from which all of us were cut to let a single grain meet the ground before we’ve squeezed it for all its worth.

Our first stop was the Greek Orthodox Church of the Annunciation also known as known as the Greek Orthodox Church of Saint Gabriel, which was completed in 1769. In relation to Biblical times, 1769 sounds fairly modern, and young, but when remembering the United States was founded in 1776; that thought is quickly whisked away!

Many believe this is the very place Gabriel appeared to Mary to announce she would become pregnant with the only Son of God, our Savior and the Messiah Yeshua, Who is more commonly referred to as Jesus. This story is found in Luke 1:27-35.

26 In the sixth month of Elizabeth’s pregnancy, God sent the angel Gabriel to Nazareth, a town in Galilee, 27 to a virgin pledged to be married to a man named Joseph, a descendant of David. The virgin’s name was Mary. 28 The angel went to her and said, “Greetings, you who are highly favored! The Lord is with you.”

29 Mary was greatly troubled at his words and wondered what kind of greeting this might be. 30 But the angel said to her, “Do not be afraid, Mary; you have found favor with God. 31 You will conceive and give birth to a son, and you are to call him Jesus. 32 He will be great and will be called the Son of the Most High. The Lord God will give him the throne of his father David, 33 and he will reign over Jacob’s descendants forever; his kingdom will never end.”

34 “How will this be,” Mary asked the angel, “since I am a virgin?”

35 The angel answered, “The Holy Spirit will come on you, and the power of the Most High will overshadow you. So the holy one to be born will be called the Son of God.”

The exact location of this holy event—the BEST news the world has ever received, or ever will receive—was not recorded, but according to a 2nd century apocryphal text called protoevangelium, meaning prior to the Gospel, the announcement took place at both places the spring and at their home.

"She took the jar and went out to fetch water. Then a voice spoke to her: 'Greetings, you who have received grace. The Lord is with you, you blessed among women.’ The text continues to state that having looked around and seen no one, Mary returned home, placed the jar of water aside, and began to spin, whereupon the angel appeared before her to continue to inform of her appointed role.”

According, to the Infancy Gospel of Thomas, this is also the place Mary sent Jesus to get water at six-years old. When I read that, what I had imagined, when I first got off the bus, likely actually happened as Jesus came to fetch water and probably played in the spring too.

The spring was located at the far end of the church. You had to descend seven steps via the underground chapel, built in the medieval era, to get it. The little tunnel was comprised of brick with Armenian tilework and framing with crosses making up the arch. It was fenced in, but it was still a sight to behold, knowing the spring we were looking at is the same spring Jesus, along with his parents Mary and Joseph and brothers James, Simon, Judas and Jude, came to! To make the moment even more powerful-- there was a spigot that pumped the water of the spring into the church . . . so we were able to anoint our heads and hands with the same water Jesus drank.

I couldn’t help but think of Jesus and His encounter with the Samaritan woman at the well found in John 4.

7 When a Samaritan woman came to draw water, Jesus said to her, “Will you give me a drink?”
8 (His disciples had gone into the town to buy food.

9 The Samaritan woman said to him, “You are a Jew and I am a Samaritan woman. How can you ask me for a drink?” (For Jews do not associate with Samaritans.)

10 Jesus answered her, “If you knew the gift of God and who it is that asks you for a drink, you would have asked him and he would have given you living water.”

11 “Sir,” the woman said, “you have nothing to draw with and the well is deep. Where can you get this living water? 12 Are you greater than our father Jacob, who gave us the well and drank from it himself, as did also his sons and his livestock?”

13 Jesus answered, “Everyone who drinks this water will be thirsty again, 14 but whoever drinks the water I give them will never thirst. Indeed, the water I give them will become in them a spring of water welling up to eternal life.”

15 The woman said to him, “Sir, give me this water so that I won’t get thirsty and have to keep coming here to draw water.”

16 He told her, “Go, call your husband and come back.”

17 “I have no husband,” she replied.

Jesus said to her, “You are right when you say you have no husband. 18 The fact is, you have had five husbands, and the man you now have is not your husband. What you have just said is quite true.”

19 “Sir,” the woman said, “I can see that you are a prophet. 20 Our ancestors worshiped on this mountain, but you Jews claim that the place where we must worship is in Jerusalem.”

21 “Woman,” Jesus replied, “believe me, a time is coming when you will worship the Father neither on this mountain nor in Jerusalem. 22 You Samaritans worship what you do not know; we worship what we do know, for salvation is from the Jews. 23 Yet a time is coming and has now come when the true worshipers will worship the Father in the Spirit and in truth, for they are the kind of worshipers the Father seeks. 24 God is spirit, and his worshipers must worship in the Spirit and in truth.”

25 The woman said, “I know that Messiah” (called Christ) “is coming. When he comes, he will explain everything to us.”

26 Then Jesus declared, “I, the one speaking to you—I am he.”

This water, in all actuality, is just water, and can never, as holy as it may be, compare to the Living Water (Jesus), but it was really cool and special we were able to touch the same water His hands once touched.

The church itself appealed to me. It was made of white brick and honestly just looked like an ancient church. Aesthetically, it was nothing special. From the outside, it was what it was . . . just like us. But on the inside, it was beautiful! The dichotomy between the exterior and interior was sobering as soon as we walked in. It was yellow and baby blue representing the sky featuring decorative murals on the columns and walls. We all come in different sizes, shapes and colors, some short and some tall, but it’s what is on the inside that makes us special. Sure, I’m talking about our hearts and who we are, but more than that I’m speaking of Jesus! Jesus lives inside us, any and all believers, no matter how many times we’ve failed Him . . . He stays right there, inhabiting our very being in the form of the Holy Spirit! Is that not an incredible thought!?!

Leaving the church, walking the streets of Nazareth, making our way down Casa Nova Street to the Basilica of the Annunciation, was surreal. I was walking where Jesus once walked. I tried to take it all in, making sure I didn’t take these steps for granted. Sometimes, it’s just a good thing to remind ourselves how big of a blessing it is to be healthy and be able to walk—a blessing I was reminded time and time again with Debbie fighting to take more than just 20 steps at a time. She was a trooper, demonstrated the heart of a warrior and was determined not to let her health condition prevent her from being in each moment she could—a fact I admired.

As you walk onto the grounds, into the courtyard, you are met with beautiful mosaics—43 of them to be exact—with each providing a cultural glance of Mary, the chosen virgin Mother, alone and some of her with Jesus. These gorgeous pieces of art and adoration are found on the West and South wings. The mosaics were exquisite, a rainbow of colors and plethora of styles, which left an indelible impression on each one of us. Audible gasps, me saying WOW, which would become a staple of the 10 days, and wide-eyes abounded as we took in these beautiful pieces of art.

Nothing about this modern-basilica was common—including the door. The door, which is approximately 10 or 11 feet, was made of bronze and depicts 12 scenes of Mary throughout Jesus’s life. Above the relief, there is a statue of the 14-year-old virgin Mary as you enter. The lower floor is giant circle with a grotto sitting down in the middle of it. The feature piece of the grotto is the cave where Mary, Joseph and Jesus lived. This is also, in Catholicism, believed to be where Gabriel announced to the teenager the awesome news she would bare, in her womb, the Messiah.

An altar, believed to built in the 18th century, was built on the holy site with Byzantine and Crusader remnants found around the grotto A column, from the 4th century, on the right side of the altar designates where the messenger appeared to Mary. This, like many of the other sacred places in Israel, I believed to be symbolic. There is no way really of knowing where Gabriel appeared, but what we do know is this . . . we were in the vicinity of and that thought was amazing in and of itself. See, people sometimes get bogged down by specifics, but, honestly, I don’t feel the exact spot is what matters.

I also believe this is by Heavenly design. God does not want us to make to take these holy places and turn them into idols, so, yes time, destruction, poor records have all played a role in not being able to point to an exact place and say, “Here is the exact spot ______ happened,” but I also feel we’re simply not supposed to know. We walk through life looking through a glass darkly (1st Corinthians 13:12) and walking through the Holy Land is no different. While it’s undisputed the land is special, certain things also remain a MYSTERY and I believe that is intentional. After all, God cares about the details, doesn’t He?

Growing up, my Mom and Step-Dad always said, “Close doesn’t count except horseshoes, hand grenades and the Holy Land . . . OK, that last part isn’t true, but I discovered it is true nonetheless.

The words on the altar are, “Verbum Caro Hic Factum Est,” which means, “Here the Word was made flesh.” That phrase comes from John 1:14: “The Word became flesh and made his dwelling among us. We have seen his glory, the glory of the One and Only, who came from the Father, full of grace and truth”.

On the second level of Basilica there are 16 paintings on each side of two rows of pews, which are used for mass and those who want to pray. While the outside courtyard is known for its Mosaics, the upper church, or second level, is known for it’s stunning cupola, which is a dome on the interior of the Basilica. The 195-foot high dome represents Mary’s purity as it’s in the form of a white Lily. Slightly beneath is the dome are stained windows.

With the sun shining through these broken vessels, there is a warmth, peace and tranquility that reminds you of the Lord and also makes me think of us.

I’ve heard broken vessels are the ones that shine the most light. While that saying likely refers to the refraction and reflection of the light, it also makes me think of how people who have been broken tend to have the most compassion, enjoy serving and putting others ahead of themselves and love speaking words of Life (Proverbs 18:21) . . . because they know what hard times are, they know what it’s like to need an uplifting word and not receive it, they know what hopeless feels like, so they go out of their way to lend Hope. I think people who have truly been broken are NEVER the same again because they live from a beautiful intersection of Brokenness and Gratitude! That’s the way I try to live my life. I know what it’s like to be broken and I realize I don’t deserve the embarrassment of riches, in terms of blessings, that flood my life. But more importantly than any blessing, is the posture of gratitude.

Gratitude—three syllables, but there is so much power in that word and so many reasons to have it! I’m beyond grateful for God’s Love, that Jesus died on the cross for me and paid a debt I could never pay and one He didn’t owe, I’m grateful for my life, my five senses, a house to live in, food and drink, my family, my friends, for life’s lessons, for the great times, the terrible times, the awesome times and the sad times, for the victories and failures because all of it is undeserved!!

Once you come to that startling realization, you have perspective and once you have perspective, you’re UNSTOPPABLE because you learn to find it’s never as bad as it feels, even losses can be turned into victories and God truly makes BEAUTY from ASHES!

Gratitude, remaining broken, not in terms of emotionally broken, but from the standpoint you never forget, and perspective have the capability to radically transform our lives!

Perspective is a hidden key, which has the power to unlock the silver linings for many of our dark clouds and allows us to feel the warmth of the sunshine right smack dab in the middle of the storm!

See, God has restored my life from Rock Bottom—a place I’ll never return, but one, ironically enough, I’m thankful for! When the Lord takes that which was meant to destroy you and turns it around to give you life, so that you can give others life Gen. 50:20 . . . you smile bigger, laugh harder, cry more, say I love you more often and the little moments you used to miss, you now embrace and treasure!

Like Spurgeon said, “There is no university for a Christian, like that of sorrow and trial,” and I’m thankful I’m learning what it means to have compassion, what it is to love, how to encourage and what it means to be a servant. It’s simply much easier to live a selfish and defeated life instead of living from a place of victory.

Speaking of gratitude and perspective, it was easy to be grateful as I took a step back, with immense perspective, and pondered I was looking at the place Jesus lived 30 of his 33 years on Earth. This was truly beyond a special place!

After leaving the Basilica, we went to a hole-in-the-wall restaurant and ate falafel, think hush puppies, chickpeas and one of my new favorite foods shawarma, which is chicken or beef cut into thin slices. I had mine in a gyro and it was delicious. This was my first taste of local cuisine. Now, every time I eat shawarma, I will think of the first time I ate it being in the hometown of Jesus.

Our final stop on the day was Mt. Precipice, but I would be remiss if I didn’t tell you of two other places we passed through—Mt. Carmel and Cana. Mt. Carmel is the site of one of my favorite Biblical stories. It’s where Elijah, who had more faith in his pinky than most of us have in our entire bodies, challenged the followers of Baal to a showdown, which is found in in 1st Kings Chapter 18.

21 Elijah went before the people and said, “How long will you waver between two opinions? If the Lord is God, follow him; but if Baal is God, follow him.”

But the people said nothing.

22 Then Elijah said to them, “I am the only one of the Lord’s prophets left, but Baal has four hundred and fifty prophets. 23 Get two bulls for us. Let Baal’s prophets choose one for themselves, and let them cut it into pieces and put it on the wood but not set fire to it. I will prepare the other bull and put it on the wood but not set fire to it. 24 Then you call on the name of your god, and I will call on the name of the Lord. The god who answers by fire—he is God.”

Then all the people said, “What you say is good.”

25 Elijah said to the prophets of Baal, “Choose one of the bulls and prepare it first, since there are so many of you. Call on the name of your god, but do not light the fire.” 26 So they took the bull given them and prepared it.

Then they called on the name of Baal from morning till noon. “Baal, answer us!” they shouted. But there was no response; no one answered. And they danced around the altar they had made.

27 At noon Elijah began to taunt them. “Shout louder!” he said. “Surely he is a god! Perhaps he is deep in thought, or busy, or traveling. Maybe he is sleeping and must be awakened.” 28 So they shouted louder and slashed themselves with swords and spears, as was their custom, until their blood flowed. 29 Midday passed, and they continued their frantic prophesying until the time for the evening sacrifice. But there was no response, no one answered, no one paid attention.

30 Then Elijah said to all the people, “Come here to me.” They came to him, and he repaired the altar of the Lord, which had been torn down. 31 Elijah took twelve stones, one for each of the tribes descended from Jacob, to whom the word of the Lord had come, saying, “Your name shall be Israel.” 32 With the stones he built an altar in the name of the Lord, and he dug a trench around it large enough to hold two seahs[a] of seed. 33 He arranged the wood, cut the bull into pieces and laid it on the wood. Then he said to them, “Fill four large jars with water and pour it on the offering and on the wood.”

34 “Do it again,” he said, and they did it again.

“Do it a third time,” he ordered, and they did it the third time. 35 The water ran down around the altar and even filled the trench.

36 At the time of sacrifice, the prophet Elijah stepped forward and prayed: “Lord, the God of Abraham, Isaac and Israel, let it be known today that you are God in Israel and that I am your servant and have done all these things at your command. 37 Answer me, Lord, answer me, so these people will know that you, Lord, are God, and that you are turning their hearts back again.”

38 Then the fire of the Lord fell and burned up the sacrifice, the wood, the stones and the soil, and also licked up the water in the trench.

39 When all the people saw this, they fell prostrate and cried, “The Lord—he is God! The Lord—he is God!”

Although, we weren’t able to get off the bus on Mt. Carmel just knowing we were driving over it was enough for me. I want to have Elijah-like faith and obedience.

Cana was the place of Jesus’s first miracle where He turned water into wine at a wedding feast found in John Chapter 2.

2 On the third day a wedding took place at Cana in Galilee. Jesus’ mother was there, 2 and Jesus and his disciples had also been invited to the wedding. 3 When the wine was gone, Jesus’ mother said to him, “They have no more wine.”

4 “Woman, why do you involve me?” Jesus replied. “My hour has not yet come.”

5 His mother said to the servants, “Do whatever he tells you.”

6 Nearby stood six stone water jars, the kind used by the Jews for ceremonial washing, each holding from twenty to thirty gallons.

7 Jesus said to the servants, “Fill the jars with water”; so they filled them to the brim.

8 Then he told them, “Now draw some out and take it to the master of the banquet.”

They did so, 9 and the master of the banquet tasted the water that had been turned into wine. He did not realize where it had come from, though the servants who had drawn the water knew. Then he called the bridegroom aside 10 and said, “Everyone brings out the choice wine first and then the cheaper wine after the guests have had too much to drink; but you have saved the best till now.”

11 What Jesus did here in Cana of Galilee was the first of the signs through which he revealed his glory; and his disciples believed in him.

Driving through this town, it was hard not to think of what it must’ve been like to see such a miraculous feat—his first in a long line of miracles. As we passed through, the Bible verse John 21:25 came to mind, “Jesus did many other things as well. If every one of them were written down, I suppose that even the whole world would not have room for the books that would be written.”

And this was the very first one!

Reaching the summit of Mt. Precipice, after passing by a craggy garden of trees on a short walk to the summit, was absolutely breath-taking! We were blessed with a clear, sunny day, with blue skies, and the result was spectacular. Mt. Precipice is believed to be the site of the rejection of Jesus described in Luke Gospel 4:29-30.

"The people of Nazareth, not accepting Jesus as Messiah tried to push him from the mountain, but "he passed through the midst of them and went away."

Turning to one side, we had an amazing view of all of Nazareth, which made for some great pictures of the Jazreel Valley as well. In the middle, there is a big olive tree with three stones and a pillar marking the place as Mt. Precipice. On the other side, looking at the Mt. Tabor, in the distance, is the one of the most extreme dichotomies I’ve ever seen.

Taking in the beautiful green, lush pastures of Har-Megiddo, it was hard to fathom this is the place of violence and chaos that Zechariah referred to in Zechariah 12: 9, 11): “And it shall come to pass in that day, that I will seek to destroy all the nations that come against Jerusalem… In that day shall there be a great mourning in Jerusalem, as the mourning of Hadadrimmon in the valley of Megiddon.”

This peaceful and serene valley is the future site of the final battle Armageddon referred to in Revelation Chapter 16 (specifically verse 16).  “16 Then they gathered the kings together to the place that in Hebrew is called Armageddon.”

As I stood there, gazing into the distance, the prevailing thought I had was I do not know when that final battle will be waged, but what I do know is Who wins! Actually, it’s more accurate to say . . . I do know who ALREADY WON . . .


When the stone was rolled away from the tomb!

Yeshua, King Jesus, is VICTORIOUS! He is RISEN!!

Yahweh, Father God, won my soul, won my heart and slowly, but surely, my LIFE!

So, while the final battle has not been fought . . . the war has already been won!
















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